playing with imagination games.. inventing

I felt so old and out of others, then  i did my thoughts this helped feel More that i had childhood.. cause it went wrong. Now i love life and do right.. but as Child i got tuhat i could be a genius cause i learnt everything immededly but family life sucked and i runed away as 14. I was crime victim and i got my spirial of crime and drugs.. notting badder than stealing and using.. and almost got myself killed... but then i got my baby. I started inventing money, ect. And now i clean from drugs. Ect.  Writing book, publish, ect online... now i can do companies and invent what sells.. fixing life tips much, and selfcontrol.. peace of mind.  No depression of past.. or jeolosy To other how are already Rich... i Will be.. but normal Job if not sell anything.. 

I remembered my Dreams so i seee, i belived wrong my past.. it effected