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perjantai 19. joulukuuta 2025

Othersiders

 Italy Lake como walked tooked forcely in boat to be in FINLAND after show stupid light wall of school hall way once 7. grade. did diploma illegal thought when stole my mother phone cause i didnt want to live there cause no money, age about 17 even I got phone age 14 cause i runed away the ''help'' place you nerd think I need, even i wanted freedom from some idiots i dont like, i want to make own way money and even already live in forrest in cold that boring place that LIMINKA.

I started invent money and cause the mooders are not illegal I made genre in FUTURE to make it trillion.. myself not with some fucking mafia boss man.

 the somebody just sold my identety number and rented these places and stuff ect. and I went to Oulu to invengate WTF cause the police was been in MY eyes unquiltfident to get this.. the street has wawed my away. The even tryed to alway have sex with me.. only the driver and my daughters father had the talent not to die do it.

So i care only my life, health, and family of 2 me andmy daughter, cause i was done wrong by all as child.  

Meanwhile in 6 months 

I have had time to make me so good thought works, and future is open.

Because at age 9 I was abbondent in the streets to survive, and age 4 i was tryed to kill by somebody i love and i dont know where I been age 4-9 but at 2001 i was looked school halls right class but somebody said Emma i thought somebody knew that my name was almost Emma.

But know hey send after everything me back to the murder attempter, they were made me flue and send to skii.. and left to Sweden, I was looking my brother but after times I had foud out bethween that he die in murder attemt too (or I remember the truth, cousin killed he accitedly) 1997 <3 I was used sex after fall or party blind whore as name fame, the dream is my family loves me but i don t know cause i was brain dead but people walked my around, but they cool sex was show as light with cool adults.. :DDDDDDDDD hahahah 

Cause i was just once in water, lake, i thought i had to pee, only time i was awake to see..

but there was kid, he wanted play some game water fight was me cause i hate people how like how i look.

 

 

 

The fame from hell, speed.. to sex

 But anyway mayby you should world keep your head already if happy or exaited of something

 

I hate past so much but it a work fact of mine, is not secrect so mayby i get peace to make money like i leagally sould need to, Ice hockey yeah biggest talents were my grandfather, I (hox) I didnt know but got to now when asked name to my passpost things.. and google it for bordom.

 Then there is probly this others my family knows because of he.. Like the eye vision takers, flashes that makes my not see my daughters face and other fun fun fame life things..

 

SO you can call me abbondent her, cause blind and used like one star drugs without wanting and die in poisoning... 

Like me friends... cause those are murders of sexual abusers, is (COOL ISNT IT) the same poisoners..

 

Like singers age 27. 

lauantai 13. joulukuuta 2025

The cheer up ends in 31.12.2025

 I will have so much fun havin clear future path and chreed uped mind, and can accept failure better..

I had fun sametime recover from drugs and skitsofrenia... 

And cause it started in baby times and it was traumatic and i thought wrong the reality of life, and had drug habit and was scared more that people going attack or something 

I isolated myself was beliving nobody likes me and it was about past thoughts inside my head.

 Be honest to yourself and memorize. It could be really mind opening and horribly sad some people cause the past.

 

Sleep, have your things organized that you can think little bit everyday or take time to think everyday what is your life, past and mood... And health..

FIXING the life was the best thing in my life, better than any high or sex. or fame, money or rush, now after this i can have my baby to home..

 Superficial things like look or status doesnt mean anything if your sad or dont now what happens, stress and these negative thing in mind and life are too sleepy to mind and body

 

I will have fun TV show how to fix your life to to of business world.. from anything if your are alive and willing to do it. 

 and even hobby, arts and health jobs coming up without education.. i have the commercial things and thought of making it big world wide with helping everybody. 

 

Is the start jobs... like hosts, if fame wants and doctor to drivers... Will pay the salary plus the deal we make... I will make thig next year time... health issues had.. cause eating disoder and skitsofrenia.. i really belived i was even kidnapped for a while... But in my mind i wished the better thought, cause it was possible i wasnt..

 So no need to laugh, or fear me. or my friends. 

  My futere free online videos is how to get these and more away and products to fix health from almost death and depression of hating love ect feelings. 

 

I had planed future place to arts, music and any hobby money arts.. and i take it seriously even some people can just pick up food every puzzle and helped human matter, even for world peace much even it doesnt soud like it. 

 

LOVE SEASON XMAS <3 I will see my family and i will decored tree to my home.. and drink some booze <33 DONT CHOOSE PATH CRIME WORLD

and i will learn to plan these writing only in my future company pages.. 

 but first you have to know how to do company and invent inventions.. I will sell in stores (plans italy, france,united states, finland, and china, japan. 

tiistai 26. elokuuta 2025

Insaine road of life

My next try after getting is not about healthy is about the amount of food.
But vitamins get the weight of never moving away.. and egg diet fits just my head In not eating disorder
Start eating world..
Go pee, and poo... and fix your body by exersize, stamina by walking long times and surving skills getting meds and food and drugs from nature, and deadly dozes.. around you.
Muchrooms are like cheese, and berrys sweet and water, leafs help head to eat and pain feeling skin.. get to homes or City, water.. think something if some criminals try to trip you.. both ways..

Flowers are butter.. color tells, texture..
Mix, fire makes you visible

The millions from the past exeperinces..

Get money when you can, get your number  go walfare and ask money.. money is important, i do what i love i love my life.

And flover is from growing is muld. But is not yhe point. The pihjala works like i could learn how to fly. And angry. 

I felt to do fake past of mine of few past hated memoriam cause i wasnt awake only that time. 8s about school went fast, (like 3 days, when thinking) and and memorys like deaths only sticking mind, and reading and math,) 
Btw the pains.. tongue catched In ice and riped of top of toungue.. put trunk make identety before that before that droped jacuzzi  before that Alps.. before that i was Sophia De Luca? Weird baby Dreams to babys mind.

Afterwards and bethween i was me, but now i get i looked normal good behaving kid.. really quiet probly,  then problem kid,then intellitent girl, always fat, tall.. or since 8... i had boobs since 2003.. then mom and dad divorsed i met bad girls and tryed drugs ect and got to school home, In other side of country and had no Time to stop road drugs since 11, since then i had this road to stop this one crime against me like some Police agent.. he died how did it In drug. He kidnapped me as child to rapers from school yard. I gratuted 2009.. sad but true.

Then drug trips

Freaking jack ripper had already contract killer, kidnapped me and straingers In hotel room.
Popularity of my brother was insainly big In center of Jyväskylä. I had to leave Jyväskylä, i tryed not to help but found own made booze and lost my own self.. and time meaning.. 

After 2022 i was just happy not is time get the perfect life.. the kidnappers, apparments and schools and runing aways lasted 18 years. 

It was bitter man looking the right amfetamine again 97.8 like 1997.. 😞

Bad depression before that.. opioid addict and bentsos, booze, no food, lsd 

And drived.


torstai 21. elokuuta 2025

"Childhood" games

1.
Next, i use drugs ,
 In vein.. is Best high, to wake up.. and immededly i started to make money.. after the skill improving to self defence i need to calm down with logic how to rule the business with People inclunde i started i would be too revenge want To do wrong.. then i started to do little crimes..

They funny to Me, cause the rapers like revenge robberysto rapers In robed, with acting in hate.. 
Rock n roll..

Amfetamine and meth, subutex and extacy..

Smoking weed was annoing

tiistai 19. elokuuta 2025

Depression fixes

The health, memory  personality, feelings ,morals,right and wrong

Same time use cards, arts, music, and note book, and feeling Cames what anyway and can last so do anyway something and eat some and water. Think what the cards show In colors pics and numbers

Clean that is clean home,  get your Waltari or take care of Job, and sleep 8h day.

Have everything you need In own home.

Then starts the daily routine builds everybody it is own.

Vitamins and water and health food

Then start do things match what you want and should do.

Next make grocery list, make life goals and solve you possible past problems. 

Start saving account. Chrome your life.

Phone ect. Is really useful with internet and bank account almost nessery, order stuffs online to home, have car

Make pinterest board with thiught or feel and push what reminds ect. 

Ai music maker notes..

I tested the words, first thought In 0.1%.. Or any way Small.. Few pages..  Hating when I have fast Mind.. Do too fast desisions.. I Will Ma...