Why no friends or man is right for me

 I need just get a Job and get money and raise my daughter, i not a criminal even i felt so.. and happend miss behaving...

I was fearing... It was traumatacing and is been month.. I am insaine feel and over cheerful...

And want To spend to alcohol and Best goodies from grocery store..

I dont know how many years everything goes that daughter is here with me... but we cant move, In fashion mekka places In south Europe.. 

I and making Dreams come true In Finland..

Not hating, loving life, and forgeting just making drug feels from meds ect ..

I just moved reacting to months .. awake really 

Now that everything is really away is hard to do other focus than first videos  cause borned, to see  to look see then baby... then for things  past fights  wrong way belive and finded me as 14 years old 

Now make ups, clothes diet and home..

Cleaning, hygiene products  and shower. Metabolism working and body.

Now too trying get In shape In time of november 10. 33 birthday.. i am even happy because my family is In my life.. 

Car liecense and waiting to wake up is nice❤

Shower helps, now back to thinking what you buy usually at stores... and btw all oice of shits died who done wrong and others i blame forever say i just skiped 3 yesrs school having booze ect.. 

So Police. So.