Double illnessess and Light dealers

I belived so many things In my mind, i belived i had to act like a criminal or save my life.

Sorry world,  it was my eyes and seeing things, not the faceses of Peoples or smiling , and belive mom didnt feed us sinse labour, i have memory illness too.. or is the same.. i dont now. And wanting pills, i got hooked on drugs.. i was angry and sad, cause lost my child to others ... but getting better mentaly.. insanity unition almost together and wanting drugs made me store stealer. Booze.. vodka. And Light guys selling drugs, it was really normal already.. so I thought it was the truth. 

So dont think i dont save People from drugs too ... as grow woman People want that.

Insaine road of life

My next try after getting is not about healthy is about the amount of food.

But vitamins get the weight of never moving away.. and egg diet fits just my head In not eating disorder

Start eating world..

Go pee, and poo... and fix your body by exersize, stamina by walking long times and surving skills getting meds and food and drugs from nature, and deadly dozes.. around you.

Muchrooms are like cheese, and berrys sweet and water, leafs help head to eat and pain feeling skin.. get to homes or City, water.. think something if some criminals try to trip you.. both ways..

Flowers are butter.. color tells, texture..

Mix, fire makes you visible

The millions from the past exeperinces..

Get money when you can, get your number  go walfare and ask money.. money is important, i do what i love i love my life.

And flover is from growing is muld. But is not yhe point. The pihjala works like i could learn how to fly. And angry. 

I felt to do fake past of mine of few past hated memoriam cause i wasnt awake only that time. 8s about school went fast, (like 3 days, when thinking) and and memorys like deaths only sticking mind, and reading and math,) 

Btw the pains.. tongue catched In ice and riped of top of toungue.. put trunk make identety before that before that droped jacuzzi  before that Alps.. before that i was Sophia De Luca? Weird baby Dreams to babys mind.

Afterwards and bethween i was me, but now i get i looked normal good behaving kid.. really quiet probly,  then problem kid,then intellitent girl, always fat, tall.. or since 8... i had boobs since 2003.. then mom and dad divorsed i met bad girls and tryed drugs ect and got to school home, In other side of country and had no Time to stop road drugs since 11, since then i had this road to stop this one crime against me like some Police agent.. he died how did it In drug. He kidnapped me as child to rapers from school yard. I gratuted 2009.. sad but true.

Then drug trips

Freaking jack ripper had already contract killer, kidnapped me and straingers In hotel room.

Popularity of my brother was insainly big In center of Jyväskylä. I had to leave Jyväskylä, i tryed not to help but found own made booze and lost my own self.. and time meaning.. 

After 2022 i was just happy not is time get the perfect life.. the kidnappers, apparments and schools and runing aways lasted 18 years. 

It was bitter man looking the right amfetamine again 97.8 like 1997.. 😞

Bad depression before that.. opioid addict and bentsos, booze, no food, lsd 

And drived.

Mind involded myself

In age 25 i started making so called magic spells, that look meaning something cause smells of nature and colors, they do In water, and moonwater tastes moon.. try things world if you didnt play as child.

Silly but worked .