The cheer up ends in 31.12.2025

 I will have so much fun havin clear future path and chreed uped mind, and can accept failure better..

I had fun sametime recover from drugs and skitsofrenia... 

And cause it started in baby times and it was traumatic and i thought wrong the reality of life, and had drug habit and was scared more that people going attack or something 

I isolated myself was beliving nobody likes me and it was about past thoughts inside my head.

 Be honest to yourself and memorize. It could be really mind opening and horribly sad some people cause the past.

 

Sleep, have your things organized that you can think little bit everyday or take time to think everyday what is your life, past and mood... And health..

FIXING the life was the best thing in my life, better than any high or sex. or fame, money or rush, now after this i can have my baby to home..

 Superficial things like look or status doesnt mean anything if your sad or dont now what happens, stress and these negative thing in mind and life are too sleepy to mind and body

 

I will have fun TV show how to fix your life to to of business world.. from anything if your are alive and willing to do it. 

 and even hobby, arts and health jobs coming up without education.. i have the commercial things and thought of making it big world wide with helping everybody. 

 

Is the start jobs... like hosts, if fame wants and doctor to drivers... Will pay the salary plus the deal we make... I will make thig next year time... health issues had.. cause eating disoder and skitsofrenia.. i really belived i was even kidnapped for a while... But in my mind i wished the better thought, cause it was possible i wasnt..

 So no need to laugh, or fear me. or my friends. 

  My futere free online videos is how to get these and more away and products to fix health from almost death and depression of hating love ect feelings. 

 

I had planed future place to arts, music and any hobby money arts.. and i take it seriously even some people can just pick up food every puzzle and helped human matter, even for world peace much even it doesnt soud like it. 

 

LOVE SEASON XMAS <3 I will see my family and i will decored tree to my home.. and drink some booze <33 DONT CHOOSE PATH CRIME WORLD

and i will learn to plan these writing only in my future company pages.. 

 but first you have to know how to do company and invent inventions.. I will sell in stores (plans italy, france,united states, finland, and china, japan. 

Insaine road of life

My next try after getting is not about healthy is about the amount of food.

But vitamins get the weight of never moving away.. and egg diet fits just my head In not eating disorder

Start eating world..

Go pee, and poo... and fix your body by exersize, stamina by walking long times and surving skills getting meds and food and drugs from nature, and deadly dozes.. around you.

Muchrooms are like cheese, and berrys sweet and water, leafs help head to eat and pain feeling skin.. get to homes or City, water.. think something if some criminals try to trip you.. both ways..

Flowers are butter.. color tells, texture..

Mix, fire makes you visible

The millions from the past exeperinces..

Get money when you can, get your number  go walfare and ask money.. money is important, i do what i love i love my life.

And flover is from growing is muld. But is not yhe point. The pihjala works like i could learn how to fly. And angry. 

I felt to do fake past of mine of few past hated memoriam cause i wasnt awake only that time. 8s about school went fast, (like 3 days, when thinking) and and memorys like deaths only sticking mind, and reading and math,) 

Btw the pains.. tongue catched In ice and riped of top of toungue.. put trunk make identety before that before that droped jacuzzi  before that Alps.. before that i was Sophia De Luca? Weird baby Dreams to babys mind.

Afterwards and bethween i was me, but now i get i looked normal good behaving kid.. really quiet probly,  then problem kid,then intellitent girl, always fat, tall.. or since 8... i had boobs since 2003.. then mom and dad divorsed i met bad girls and tryed drugs ect and got to school home, In other side of country and had no Time to stop road drugs since 11, since then i had this road to stop this one crime against me like some Police agent.. he died how did it In drug. He kidnapped me as child to rapers from school yard. I gratuted 2009.. sad but true.

Then drug trips

Freaking jack ripper had already contract killer, kidnapped me and straingers In hotel room.

Popularity of my brother was insainly big In center of Jyväskylä. I had to leave Jyväskylä, i tryed not to help but found own made booze and lost my own self.. and time meaning.. 

After 2022 i was just happy not is time get the perfect life.. the kidnappers, apparments and schools and runing aways lasted 18 years. 

It was bitter man looking the right amfetamine again 97.8 like 1997.. 😞

Bad depression before that.. opioid addict and bentsos, booze, no food, lsd 

And drived.

Rahan tekoa plus säästöä.

Kankaat, jauhot, mausteet ja tuet, ja ei kuin unelmia tekemään.. ja tekovälineet..

Ostettava minun kengät ja wc paperi. Ja asunto vuokra, sähkö ja vesi. Puhelinlasku.. 

Ja erikoisuus, öljy ja lihat ja kasvikset. Korut ja sisustus.. mielekkyys on 10. Siivota ja lomailla, syödä vähän.. 

Liiku pirteyteen, koe uutta ja toista hyviä juttuja. 

Älä riko lakia.