Mixes of thoughts

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Starter of lif eonline to end of starting talk. to end of life chapter one.

 CHILDHOOD.

 

Life of mine almost alone

https://www.hdl.fi/psykotraumatologian-keskus/tietopankki/ 

The time counted awake.. DONT GIVE UP AFTER OR NOW.

 is about.. with mean of time getting is... 

AWAKE...  guess 200h

real             6weeks

 

Safe 6 months to 10 months 

to druged feel, about this day. 

Danger was routine. Abusered. have to win not die and show it not to get shot with thoughts.. llike how the fuck where them they looked like pulses, electric views. 2D to 3D  like helping mind to be loser. slower. like a puppet again. like age 4..

 

WHAT is wrong wanting me to do for you something. I a human like you.

  

 

- telling tunes of past... is going to be music from ''traped to colors''

 FINLAND trap with USA, RUSSIA randoms, and used kid. and hired kidnapper how kept in sleep but killed after rape our child before birth.. 

I had to get subozone to me to he, and were tooked from there too there.. the real needers of pills.

 they had to have sex with me when i was dead, and woked to see what. Tortured, scared that i die tortured looked thing... I had show i am.. what i am, show i was criminal like i would know how, dont tell, dont speak, do right it everywhere to save us. like even police station it was akward but the security let us speak and it was like too small jail. illegal. russian boys followed me when i was kept in kidnapping, it was cause money in the kidnappers head, fraud money, i was druged in institutions even for years, he lied that well.  

I AM the reader just of everything, and dont like bad. it was temetating

 

It made weird crime story cause I have stole my mother phone during weird times in family life ( I belived wrong, that family does wrong to me, and is even in danger) I was going to find my brother... he runed away from home age 7. I was sleep REALLY to that time... exept to live in street cause mother it was safety cause helps found, death danger, so world..

 

Everything was a human steal. 2003 and lies to keep me not to tell. to this day. 

MY MIND to tell nicer.

 self defencecer 

 talent to think, behave and

to kill about mass attemts with guns, and watch the whole street how they move and wheres the police, and bums to read as JOB minds mood to works right, but I don let he die or me ( or she) O.O

 BTW people steal my phones. to steal my identety number and sosial accounts to look like me, the baby is online so somedody is not exepet done wrong young..

I learn bad so did had do every thought illegal away for 3 month :) 

Try world stop routines of life work if it illegal. 

 

Loving the protectors anyway cause they are better than me and that is nice and cozy.. and after everything i had to do and think and see, i had sleep 3 weeks, vitamins, and have a fun, some loan money it felt rich and criminal, 1000e to girl with just that expensive want to drugs after losing her daughter cause crimes to other woman. it breaked my heart. 

 I was going to be drug seller to sellers and ect. but better that i just used..

And stole booze from stores, scary guy... like russian ganster or Jimmy Moody, or my invention Jonh DeMaggio the contract killer from USA thats older than me but loves me as old guy, or was he hes son, but anyway the crime girl has really sad times had so dont world be mean to us, he asked vodka. I was laughing and stole it.. people still drug in street to get subtences to dont belive is you even is your frieds, happend since 2009 at least. 

THEY made me to sport schools, like skii from hill and survive outside and blind find where is some place 1m of snow droped. like some fucking criminal investigation.

 I thought it could be war school to kids and miss leader of my mind like that fucking stupid my life runed thing did to me

 After goals you dream have skills and handle i made you cry and kill yourselfs

IHQ DAA emotions.

 but it was just something that makes the world safety such a wonderful thing. we can do anything.

 But now you tell world that i the luckiest and stupid and lazy and need some kind of help.. 

 

Raketeering mind, of making my life legal, my want to be a human, and good one of them not past me.

 HELPING-

USED-

WALKING POINTLESSLY

LISTEN

MAKE A CAREER I REALLY HATE

LIFE GUARD

GENIUS CARE LIE

 

SOME CRIMES FRAMED OF PITY. 

Othersiders

 Italy Lake como walked tooked forcely in boat to be in FINLAND after show stupid light wall of school hall way once 7. grade. did diploma illegal thought when stole my mother phone cause i didnt want to live there cause no money, age about 17 even I got phone age 14 cause i runed away the ''help'' place you nerd think I need, even i wanted freedom from some idiots i dont like, i want to make own way money and even already live in forrest in cold that boring place that LIMINKA.

I started invent money and cause the mooders are not illegal I made genre in FUTURE to make it trillion.. myself not with some fucking mafia boss man.

 the somebody just sold my identety number and rented these places and stuff ect. and I went to Oulu to invengate WTF cause the police was been in MY eyes unquiltfident to get this.. the street has wawed my away. The even tryed to alway have sex with me.. only the driver and my daughters father had the talent not to die do it.

So i care only my life, health, and family of 2 me andmy daughter, cause i was done wrong by all as child.  

Meanwhile in 6 months 

I have had time to make me so good thought works, and future is open.

Because at age 9 I was abbondent in the streets to survive, and age 4 i was tryed to kill by somebody i love and i dont know where I been age 4-9 but at 2001 i was looked school halls right class but somebody said Emma i thought somebody knew that my name was almost Emma.

But know hey send after everything me back to the murder attempter, they were made me flue and send to skii.. and left to Sweden, I was looking my brother but after times I had foud out bethween that he die in murder attemt too (or I remember the truth, cousin killed he accitedly) 1997 <3 I was used sex after fall or party blind whore as name fame, the dream is my family loves me but i don t know cause i was brain dead but people walked my around, but they cool sex was show as light with cool adults.. :DDDDDDDDD hahahah 

Cause i was just once in water, lake, i thought i had to pee, only time i was awake to see..

but there was kid, he wanted play some game water fight was me cause i hate people how like how i look.

 

 

 

The fame from hell, speed.. to sex

 But anyway mayby you should world keep your head already if happy or exaited of something

 

I hate past so much but it a work fact of mine, is not secrect so mayby i get peace to make money like i leagally sould need to, Ice hockey yeah biggest talents were my grandfather, I (hox) I didnt know but got to now when asked name to my passpost things.. and google it for bordom.

 Then there is probly this others my family knows because of he.. Like the eye vision takers, flashes that makes my not see my daughters face and other fun fun fame life things..

 

SO you can call me abbondent her, cause blind and used like one star drugs without wanting and die in poisoning... 

Like me friends... cause those are murders of sexual abusers, is (COOL ISNT IT) the same poisoners..

 

Like singers age 27. 

The irony of sad, hieh hah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQWNeIiFf_s&list=RDkIQeaqxu9QM&index=2

 

<3 The past not real anymore, happy last days wait the party times.. 

Holidays, see you soon 

The future 2026 ..mine only.. plus horoscope

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zhh0qa_4rc 

 

HOROSCOPE in 2026 to every sign.

 

Many inventions to cheer up ( it was theme 2025 of mine), even produts coming but happiness is lot about mind, life and feelings, health and see future clearly what you want and see it is possible. 

I learned to write everything down, is working, life, therapy and learning skills. And take care of my health, use vitamins and dont take things too seriously like losing money or lifestyle old.. 

I will be moving anyways because I dont think it would be right for child come home because start life, I am training to be mother, i fixed health, teen time problems, and are inventing money easyly. Money was theme of 2023. Goals were 2021 be a fashion model and it teached me much to learn alone to train all .. 

I care about self now but i see in time I would be ready I would be unhappy to do just that.

and it would be only about money.. Nowing about colors ect was fun, learn to too..

 

COMPUTERS was childhood learned skill and country was grandfathers growing my intellitence to be in army. But out of control life since 14, booze, runing away and little crimes to age 23. The drugs and guilt trips and having a baby with wrong man.. it tooked time but 2 years i got it, i have to be fearless about starting money making. 

I tested goals, testing things like they my lifestyle. not been really big criminal

 PRISON

INFLUENCER ONLINE 

VILLAGE GIRL 

POOR 

GAMBLING

HOMELESS

BIG CRIMINAL 

FAMOUS

PUMB

SPENDING

LUCKY

FASHION MODEL..

 

but it was all fix my bad habits, and to fix life to miljard euro future. and a baby girl. 

 BOSS WOMAN <333 

 make ups to fashion i am ready girl but only is cash start.. 

 I want to thank youtube video makers that vlog, they been fun and like friends.

And gave me inspiration to make my own intellitence way money, life, and home. 

 

Next I think ME and working and seeing my daughter. 

TOA game. is brand from all I can think from charecter living in world, as diffrent problems, things like intellitence and create life.. daily to war. really simple. 

 TOA tv

is a internet tv channel, that is free and full of international ads and TOA oy produced inventions. and bought picked tv shows and music. 

TOA oy 

Is free place to make your dream come true. loans to help, paints to worldwide repusenting of your talent or item, It will be many places to make anything. Food to trips. meds ect. Music and tv, games.

 

 

 

 

hobby list of mine: Sing, dance, and fashion. picks.

Writing diary online. 

  

 

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Happy pasts memories

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 Real Viivi Reini

The cheer up ends in 31.12.2025

 I will have so much fun havin clear future path and chreed uped mind, and can accept failure better..

I had fun sametime recover from drugs and skitsofrenia... 

And cause it started in baby times and it was traumatic and i thought wrong the reality of life, and had drug habit and was scared more that people going attack or something 

I isolated myself was beliving nobody likes me and it was about past thoughts inside my head.

 Be honest to yourself and memorize. It could be really mind opening and horribly sad some people cause the past.

 

Sleep, have your things organized that you can think little bit everyday or take time to think everyday what is your life, past and mood... And health..

FIXING the life was the best thing in my life, better than any high or sex. or fame, money or rush, now after this i can have my baby to home..

 Superficial things like look or status doesnt mean anything if your sad or dont now what happens, stress and these negative thing in mind and life are too sleepy to mind and body

 

I will have fun TV show how to fix your life to to of business world.. from anything if your are alive and willing to do it. 

 and even hobby, arts and health jobs coming up without education.. i have the commercial things and thought of making it big world wide with helping everybody. 

 

Is the start jobs... like hosts, if fame wants and doctor to drivers... Will pay the salary plus the deal we make... I will make thig next year time... health issues had.. cause eating disoder and skitsofrenia.. i really belived i was even kidnapped for a while... But in my mind i wished the better thought, cause it was possible i wasnt..

 So no need to laugh, or fear me. or my friends. 

  My futere free online videos is how to get these and more away and products to fix health from almost death and depression of hating love ect feelings. 

 

I had planed future place to arts, music and any hobby money arts.. and i take it seriously even some people can just pick up food every puzzle and helped human matter, even for world peace much even it doesnt soud like it. 

 

LOVE SEASON XMAS <3 I will see my family and i will decored tree to my home.. and drink some booze <33 DONT CHOOSE PATH CRIME WORLD

and i will learn to plan these writing only in my future company pages.. 

 but first you have to know how to do company and invent inventions.. I will sell in stores (plans italy, france,united states, finland, and china, japan. 

Oh well haudy

 Is time tosay goodbye of little villages help and love and back to Jyväskylä in next week, i hope you all are having nice XMAS waiting time..

 

Trauma recovery is been close to insanity fully but cause i writed past down eeverything is better. I hope every problem is solved in yours life.. 

Computer games and company is on break because i have flu.. Is been fun to eat and gained weight BUT got everything, i been drugged so many times in center i lost sense of reality and let everything happen even not immedly danger. 2010 seems like week ago.. No crimes people, we can already live in peace, call help people if you see or are victim of crime, never is too late.

 I have made crazy street and finland game about diffrent crews of people and you do tasks ect. win and make a perfect life in this thiller to mind cities to forrest, police and criminal and many thing bethween... 

 

Sober almost half year, clear mind good life and reason. 

 

 

HOSPITALS are funny scenery 

 

Loving the work and have all gifts

 In mean time my daughter had grown to age 2. Is time to get her back to me. 

 

My awful road with drugs and mind have ended finally and I have a job. Make computer games and rise my daughter, I have many thoughts of games and i dont i need school for them .. I hope my game will be next big hit and my book and ect..

 

But now age 33 I probly need take this seriosly and find better love that i had in love of somebody how does have it in he make to be father.  

Almost birthday 33, feeling fantastic and in love.

 Mind is now been correct mood to stop game storys making and company business plan... is time to do offical budject plan to officals, and start to make pics how game looks in computer.

 

And btw everything legal going forward too, it didnt matter that much that one guy of the bads died...

 

AND i got in new town lots of free toys to my child that was so happy..  

 

Still going forward songs to game and making cd to publish too... And products to fix life.

 cause i thought i was going to be money making criminal as child cause life situtation as 10 cause the kidnappings countinued the poorness in my adulthood i long thought its the only thing i learn cause why to learn new but it was that it just easy fast money.. and i thought in 2 seconds.. and knew how to self defence kill in situtation immedidly 

 i almost in this fast growing (i was put to sleep in medical coma all together 15 years... tooked 11 years old... ) i was in death danger before all ready so i was readier than others my aged people to attack to kill cause the thought had thought that he dies.. 

 The drug problem feeling time is over and the depression but i am still in traumas. and angry about world happenings, why is there been so sad news in finland... but i hope is just in head.  

 

Loving that the seas are clearning from drug boats ect. is nice to see people wake up to life back..  

 

I partied yesterday today is time go back to routines and make the routines back to life... money is low so low budject..  

PASTA AND TOMATO AND CHEESE, MUSHROOMS and COFFEE... OVER 

3 weesks of resting drinking and building works.. and SUPRINSING ME, i didt find me and even my sense of style.. and right vitamins and hygiene and skin products, even coffee is right for me.. learned to be brave speaker natural tryer. and brave to be myself.. but in fashion model castings i go when i have the company and money from the actions kidnappers by lagal actions ect. i love the fareness of justice system of this that they have to pay the time lost and health and items ect.  25.000 and sexual abuses ect 100.000 about the first from 5 people.. and fraud and time lost after i counted aouth 80.000e from 3 ect it will about 700.000e the but it will go home and company and living fast, i will even need to work lot to get my life style desieres

It will be private everything and for daughter like she loves will be traveling and vacation homes and probly best school to find out job she got ever found and the fierce mouth and charisma.. she will be too loving to act ect and i dont have time mayby to cook or drive and i have to visit in country to make new stores ect. and sart i will love fashion, mind and helping away people from crime life. And founding everyday money thought like ads better, more jobs, diffrent shows to tv channel and reposenting TOA oy to the world and founding the leaders of company and the legal start and boss. 5% will go to first my close family, it was the cristmas gift few years ago. but otherwise the business income will go to me but your pays go to you. and salarys.

... and the hospitals had than 2 so big mistakes that i will do legal diffrent court thing with them, think they listed the kidnapper and did me so wrong medical that i thought there is dead body in apparement next to me... my stink. cause i faint so often and if i shower i fall a sleep and then when i eat i shake in psyke cold.. really awful... and cause he did it so long i lost my memory... i wasnt sure about my name and was reading my talents and thought i am kgb enemy... or contract killer from italy ... i identety card shows even wrong face.. and i had no front teeths... 

 

My game will have these believe world had to issues and it flashes to real world back where growing to big empire boss of new world starting from crime. stages iwill be as much i can and forever game stages too .... 100/100. notes to school to street to sky planes to minds and seas it will involve to human possiblite that we could do in life really PG16 i hope it will be, cause there are temtations in our world possibile to youth to find from this game.. 

 learning basic talents and doing modeling ready to glow up video series videos online to inspire you too and learning to be in public knowlenge not just Viivi Reini anymore... not love yet... it was wild times with few but they have complicated past, and i sold my phone too fast and anger started dating wrong guy, i alway knew he was not my love never but i sad okey cause he said okey first... but it was skitsofrenia attact in too much something, it is booze new mayby or some kind of drink it was awfully weird to hate and the thought in belive wrong, cause i falled in love already so was ''the friend guy in love'' but public saw it  IT IS TRUE and the lied spread to facebook that i love this wrong guy... now i am sad cause he could belive i didnt love he

 it was KUOKKALA guy... <333 you know.  my first love feeling. and i even showed my feelings. 

 

HAVE A DAZZALIG DAY WORLD.  

 

  

MOVING BACK TO JKL

 living Multia gived me lifeforce and energy but now is time to go back and live in homeless shelter to own home cause now ends the lies... the police has to do the right way my past

The dream hell

 I was in my mind since baby diffrent humanbeing.. It was awful, and cause hard thing in my emotinal fears and eye problems i didnt see well and now, later on adult i really freaked out that i could be before age i started member and now memorizing .. it went thrue me that its possible.. 

Cause the made wrong looking pic in identety card

hard to explain but lot of drugs and memory loss did it, but i could do bad to human for money. 

 

Now you see this is direct writing like diary what i want to tell. 

 

But i will make my imagion game for people 

Items now: internet, mind opening cards, fashion ads, making music and tv channel online, and place to create to get

 sell the products you makers want during shows swithed.. ect

 

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esimerkki taideluoti tilasta. yläällä. kuvia, maalausta ja pelien tekoa.. pitää mennä yhteystyöhön aluksi jonkun paikan kanssa joka tekee jo musiikkia äännittää. Haen valtion rahoitusta.

Mutta sitä ennen aijon tehdä itse hieman taidetta, eli alkuun menee 1 vuosi. 

as child i dreamed that i ..

 I first now my name, world look like, walk... the learned everything is invented, like growing potatos..

 

Then i started see dreams than i was left i yards of daycares, slides and catched my tongue in ice.. 

I dont now where you should world belivingly even learned english... but this weird small country gives me to live here with these identety that past I lived  she doesnt know things i already now...

 

 I could be anybody fraking world :D :) 

Lie life of mine head

 Of childhood with brothers of mine and cristmas eve days ❤  

And loan from mom and dad, we were criminal gang, it was insainly weird but had problems already cause body felt sick.. now i know its hunger and In my case missing vitamins depression.  Depression can make you blind, and vitamins missing can make burning pains. 

It was the time when man and i had too much subtences and little of food,everything messed up.. like i belived before he died that he is a kidnapper, wanting bad to me. 

Now i am so sad, i love he. But hes is gone. And baby daughter deserve life with mom In a future  not mom being criminal drug user gueen or the driver with van... I still dont now, was that torture. My back hurts, and he probly abort my baby, so mans ARE genius too.. is tge tulee In my ear, tegnological hell.

My sadness of seeing today. growing.

I start that me is not for mans to fuck me, it is for a woman or a man that wants To love rest of my life.. and want To be rich and normal and sucsessful In life.. 

Cause i will be that and just me as human and mother, In the end.. till death to us take. 

2026 new years eve weight 65kg goal

I will lose 40lbs about 20kg In 4 months  i will have nice produts show off when, doing my getting fit programme to you on YouTube, and middle pics and info online platforms.. all glow up To model will be free to everybody when i am done.. as cheap as possible to poor nice other how can..