The time counted awake.. DONT GIVE UP AFTER OR NOW.

 is about.. with mean of time getting is... 

AWAKE...  guess 200h

real             6weeks

 

Safe 6 months to 10 months 

to druged feel, about this day. 

Danger was routine. Abusered. have to win not die and show it not to get shot with thoughts.. llike how the fuck where them they looked like pulses, electric views. 2D to 3D  like helping mind to be loser. slower. like a puppet again. like age 4..

 

WHAT is wrong wanting me to do for you something. I a human like you.

  

 

- telling tunes of past... is going to be music from ''traped to colors''

 FINLAND trap with USA, RUSSIA randoms, and used kid. and hired kidnapper how kept in sleep but killed after rape our child before birth.. 

I had to get subozone to me to he, and were tooked from there too there.. the real needers of pills.

 they had to have sex with me when i was dead, and woked to see what. Tortured, scared that i die tortured looked thing... I had show i am.. what i am, show i was criminal like i would know how, dont tell, dont speak, do right it everywhere to save us. like even police station it was akward but the security let us speak and it was like too small jail. illegal. russian boys followed me when i was kept in kidnapping, it was cause money in the kidnappers head, fraud money, i was druged in institutions even for years, he lied that well.  

I AM the reader just of everything, and dont like bad. it was temetating

 

It made weird crime story cause I have stole my mother phone during weird times in family life ( I belived wrong, that family does wrong to me, and is even in danger) I was going to find my brother... he runed away from home age 7. I was sleep REALLY to that time... exept to live in street cause mother it was safety cause helps found, death danger, so world..

 

Everything was a human steal. 2003 and lies to keep me not to tell. to this day.