Anger of loud voices and pains..

I been In rut.. i spend everything since alkaa and just started saving. Now money 70e. I been remembering past... like everything and listening music and reading magazines To invent fast money thoughts..

Alkosta moved To france model, thank god i didnt.

But now when 17 days clear from drugs i just want To be without them forever. And money games. And alcohol. And sen with mans i dont love. It was the depression To live my baby after birth. To fix me... now is Timo To show i can do it..