I try next..

Dream family therapy, what would i love them to tell me, what would i love to be teached and told and behaved.. loved me as me. Cause Facts are what they are, i have to re build me from nothing to adult, i give myself a year.. then i try to work.

Hard childhood. I dont tell it but it was.
The druggs suck  they were used to drug, not have fun.

But now everything is better  Police knows even about my family, and how i am so it rigjt direction and belive In human goodness and hope came back. From since delivery. Or times been awake.. 
So little time awake. 

But fun is STARTING only hell is stopping... see you!❤