Cutting Rush.

I got that i can invent any kinda thing and i have been feeling feelings. Then read and did In world involving of Child 0-18

Like watched faces, learned that human is good, saw my family again and gave them change, they are not done purposely wrong In past even if i had eye vision bad, blind for emotinal reasons, and slept too much. Iin Lahti i learded thought they drug me and runed away age 11 first time.

Dad and mom divorsed 2002 and we moved Jyväskylä City center.. ot was the cool girl era, like drugs and music, fights and polices, then i robbery, stealed had a knife and logic how to live as crime things, dont tell.

Cars robed age 15. And the disgusting mans.. ❤ they made so wrong every girl
I sae everything so same, it was sad. Then came the harder drugs. And runing aways . And then 10 year saving trip to know Who buys my name apparments and ect.  And these man how thought i am Child whore and wanted sex.  Then I got first time 17 that you sometimes have to kill even you dont want To.. 
And Police dont know or notice anything.

The disgusting mans continued always 1970s borns or even older.. or russians or middle east, insaine criminals who thought i am stupid.. or misleaded possibility even is option. 

Car drivers came after robberys of phone In Credit from store attempt perfect.. and 2011 i left to road thrue system and falled Hard this older guy, kidnapped to bones ❤ then he died 2022, we broken up before In my mind.
Between i had biggest fears my life and the ambulances were keeping illegaly so long it was insaine cause the "cancer sells" White were high i was there to ages. 

Then i runed away to this pill hell. It is going on still qnd fixed brothers problems on side for time.. then i had some trying road to think my own not just go with flow.

Lifting to rides was fun
.. always i know i could get killed, i always procted, since 2002. 

I had boobs then already 10 and age 14 i looked over 18. I picked up booze and cigarettes with money to others when In runing away from Lahti..

In Lahti i learded to listen rap and go bars underage,  and dating is hell.. and make food and clean...

And smoke inside of our homes, go stores, had nice night watchers watged horrow movies..

TRYED FOR RUSH CUTTING, BOARD HORROW GAMES  LEARNING LOVE FEELING TO STEREOIDS 
What othrrs think.

Then they put me awa, the cutting is the reason they thought i was trying to kill myself... so mayby back to own friends Liminka me, Viivi Reini.. ❤ THANKS FOR Over good diploma i didnt do anything for.