to Fashion model.. road to perfect life too

Is been kind of road with perfect mind control an founding happiness, i was so broken from past, now i am mayby ready to move on to next stage  after finding my sense of style, life i wanted, and i am not imbrassed or shamed to be In front of Cameron, can move long times, posture and hygiene, now is time to diet to lose weight not get normal condition.. cause i got exaited and partyed too much a over month.. alone was fun to drink wine eat cheese and chocolate, pasta and lots of coffee In a mornings but 

I order every vitamin.. and they helping much clarity of mind and cheered me up..

Cheer up going well

But too i have to get my party season In new home town, i been broken so have dazzle with improvment of life, or looking In past, i was starvation, and feared i already die if I next time faint uncounsess..

Btw bought Meea cute toys and everything to make gifts, i missed first birthday and cristmas so i will buy 20 gifts to open and big life gift and something to tell, i want you home In a future cause, i feel better  not worse and tell later the past of me .. then she understands