Now it ends..

Drinking wine, and eating chocolate too much,  thinking is not nice to do any routine things.. it was the that i deserve it after everything but i got a Child and is time to start living In daily ryhtymistä..  not just waiting baby times.. i learned that anythung is possible if youvtry, even is seems is not.

Like fix mind 

Fix life

Have a happy family

And even these impossibe things like be star, rich and skinny when really fat, poor and depression ect ...even asked as high fashion model and future singer.

But if you dont feel is your happiness to performing and entertain with talent be happy as helping world, i hope your salaries go up .. 😀

In recovery from past was close belive i went insaine forever, or depression, or was emotinal cold, but it was the hunger.

And all People i have change to get to know, i hope you find your happiness.