Now feelings..

Not involvement in fear adult fast or survivol mode to eat, is time to involve In moment cause i started to even poo my pants.. and talk alone. 

I was trapped together +12 years.. the druggings

I was trapped my own apparments, rented secrectly by my name and Credit went, the criminals kidnapped me and my friends.. 

It tooked 5 apparments and 7 years. The tryed even kill me.. and ect. I was out few times to show to friends.  And family. It was cause pills from doctor to he. The monster.

In the streets of Finland

We are druged even drink ourselfs.. steal cider from stores. Pink.

Yummy

Tuulihatut,caprilainen Salaatti,lammasta

KASVUA esim.

 Persoonallisuus elämänkorjaus maailman käsitys elämäntaso, tavoitteet,tunne hillintä,tekohillintä,ajatus hyväksyntä,eri asioita elämään, eri harrastuksia

Virheet, erinlaisuus,syrjintä,raha,maine,valta,paheet,rahanarvo,asunnon ehdottomuus, lait, järjestys  ruokavalio,ulkoilu,keho,hygienia,kivut,olot

Säännöt koulutus ystävät,perhe,siivous,arki,anteeksi,anto,virheitten korjaus,unohdus,tulevaisuus,lepo

The money issues to Helsinki homeless

After everything i have to live on kela money, it is been really small cause issues with offices ect, but now i learned is that we dont let criminals hide out of touch.

And it makes everything easier, and we get help that needed. 

But now i can just eat and recover from body cause mind is happy, brains, and vitamins are stocked In

Time to do company plan to the place of countrys. Like budject and move to Helsinki homeless shelter, again i passed out, and floors went wrong, its like 100.000e so from my 1000.000e of money from kidnappers or less, goes country and this guy to who own this .. much but it was worth it to get out Jyväskylä..

The leakes.

Helsinki can be weirdly proving but i go there ❤ they dont kill you.. or rape.

I had 5 year drugs road since 2020..

Cocaine, amfetamine  pills the strongest ones, meth extacy, much alcohol,  and help by stealing booze In need help of miney and staying to sleep.. plus weed!! 

Before that was meeting up little brother,  he needed help ❤ 2017 is now cool to live me again, the weird revenge road of man ended, that why help to depression before it takes human over, to everywhere you can. And back to teen age times.. too. Is  time to fix my life after hate of pasts  like some kind of bitter woman, i have great apparment, and healthy child and career planed. And vlog hobby  so everything doing In hate wasnt pointless..

And i see 24/7 now days.